that airhead filled with smoke<3

Monday, October 30, 2006

♥ 11:02 PM

and before i leave this place
could you simply whisper those
awaited words to my ears
im not to be tempted with
dont you fool around with me
the world wouldnt be over
even when there isnt you yo.

im leaving tomoro.
6 am(: text me if you just need anything
by TONIGHT(:

and im gonna miss:
-stephiepoo
-valfoo
-shuen
-andre
-ameer
-raegen
-gerald
-sunaryo
-jiayu
-song
-brandon
-lenniepooeyy
-pammie
-aaron lim
-dixonn the dood
-abel
-hwaimay
-emma
-SQUEAK
-cell 123
-val bangalah
-alishea
-my ctg 3
-beloved family
-my handphone

sorry if i pissed out ANYONE.
you are truly missed
i'll get you all presents
dont you worry<3

and baby,
i wish you'll remember me..
):

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 9:28 PM

too little too late
we're ending sooner or later
begging to reach out for further warmth
guess thats not a wise choice
baby, you make the world go round
the rollercoaster seemed all smooth
just cos im on it with you alone...

you make me smile widely
you make me tear with utmost hurt
you make me jump to the highest
you make me do the silliest thing with glee

making all things possible was all you could do;;
im glad we both share something in common
the clear deep blue skies that we live under
the water flowing from the river bay
the god we both are livin' for...
all things are similarr
and thats the most pleasant thing that comforts me
it made me realise theres hope
that could ever spark that interest between us
sparkle and burn, react actively when we touch
cos when we touch;
the world would simply freeze to prolong that moment
everlasting touch that brought about
a fairytale in a reality world;;
which consist of both me and youu..

:)

today was great.
princess hours again and again.
with i not stupid 2 in the middle
PAMMIE, YOU CRANKY THING!
but yet perk me upp. yeahh(:
WE WOULD SWITCH PHONES(: thats gonna be cool.
sleepoverr?!?(: heh heh!

POP POP POPCORN<3

my dream world;
would then consist of me and youu!

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:30 PM

lies can never be kept untold
truth would prevail itself as soon as you know
didnt know how many you told me
but i wished this was the last
i cant take more
for if there was anymore, i would just...
simply say goodbye to you as a best friend

you feared to let me know
just cos the others disliked it
have you considered my feelings?
maybe i wasnt as important as they were
maybe i didnt mean much
but thanks for showing me
how worthy i was to youu
beautiful, goodbye to you

alloysius lai, THANK YOU for always being there
to help me in this(:
a decision worth a million(:
a friend wouldnt leave you in hard times,
and thats youu.. thanks plenty

PRINCESS HOURS TIME<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 11:37 PM

a song by smart lennie!
you're pulling the trigger, says:
this is home truly, where i know i must be, where my mummy waits for me, for the food always flows in.

&&

a remedyy!
you're pulling the trigger, says:
drink ur saliva
you're pulling the trigger, says:
rub ur tummy
you're pulling the trigger, says:
erm
you're pulling the trigger, says:
repeat the words 10 tiems
you're pulling the trigger, says:
lennie says that theres food in my stomach
you're pulling the trigger, says:
x10
you're pulling the trigger, says:
haha
you're pulling the trigger, says:
close ur eyes
you're pulling the trigger, says:
erm
you're pulling the trigger, says:
then
you just simply chew lenniepoo strikes again): says:
OMG! that would make me feel even worse! I WOULD BE JEALOUS OF YOU! THATS THE LAST THING I EVER WOULD WANT. nastyy!
you're pulling the trigger, says:
use ur finger point it tour tummmy
you're pulling the trigger, says:
and say FULL
you're pulling the trigger, says:
and then
you're pulling the trigger, says:
move it up to ur head
you're pulling the trigger, says:
and say
you're pulling the trigger, says:
EMPTY

yurhh.
our nasty convo but yet hilarious.
got me kickin' up(: hurhur.
sighh, im like quarrelling with lenniepoo.
never could we stop fighting.
but whutever! keeps me entertained.
princess hours seems to be calling me.

shall go watch it soon((:
oh and i really enjoyed that stayover with
emma, squeak and minfeng

1) the dunking
2) the awesome food
3) the movies
4) the calls
5) the chats (:
6) secret sharing
7) fooling around with ibook
8) HUmPING (: hahaha!

omg.
it seemed like the best sleepover
yes yes undoubtly is.
i really love those 3(:
think i got fatter though
hahaha BUT I HAD FUN.
got two new boyfriends.
talk about being nasty hur.
I DIDNT CHEAT ON MAC!
he cheated on me... went for squeak dammit. urgh
I GET THE BLAME.
stupid emma
foolish emma
RAHHS
hahaha.. cell was awesome..(:
hwaimay and robyn were crazy.
robyn now looks like some punkster.
coolioozoo(: pink hair eh? heh.
I MISS CLAIREE):

<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 10:21 PM

omgomgomg.
emma, squeak and minfeng are being bloody retarded
we are using ibook
and its damn cool! IT CAN TALK!

so now we know why
squeak talks to herself ALL THE TIME(:
seriously. aahhaa
they are writing stuff on ibook.
so weird

TONIGHT,
IM GONNA HUMP THE SHYTE OUTTA LYDIA.
do you believe me?
do you?
hur! DO YOU?!?

im kidding....
((:

minfeng says: EEWW DISGUSTING HORNY GIRL!

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 3:53 PM

sitting under the palm tree
thinking through it all
songs ive sung to keep me by
just reminded me how fast ive grown
too little too late
im about to give up
the last breath i breathe
is simply for you
dont take it for granted but just
treasure that;; and remember
the times we've been through
pure and true.

im watching princess hours on youtube
its darn coolioo(:
hahaha(:
i love love love heart heart it
BUT I MISSED A FEW OF THE FRONT EPISODES
so im like
hop hop hopping around
so confusing
but whutever.. its nice

you've got me addicted to this craze
you've got me kicking it through
im going crazy
crazy for you.

heh!<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:49 PM

just stop and pause
could you hear that rhythm of the rain
drips of rain that dropped on the glass panel
could you hear
the silent wind brushing against the windows
the silent whisper that hissed past us
could you hear that?

the breeze that swept us by
through the trails of unforeseen life
it takes us on an adventure ride
to where we could never belong
it brought us to dream land
it brought us to fairyland yo
only could bring us that far
and dropped us way down under

cried out for help but no one could hear
screams that were loud was caught within the wind
the noise of unpleasantness drifted away to no where
stood here with desperation
kept in a cage like a bird without freedom
give me a chance and set me free
to a place that i can be where i belong

i dream for eternity
i dream for love that needs no battle
it pains it hurts
but just wish that could be taken aback
is that possible? i hesitated
to love is to hate
loving hatee.. how ironic can life be?

just tell me more.. life, what a complex world

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 6:15 AM

i really hate it when people think that
they are all that

well, im just pretty annoyed at that fact
cos you are always thinking i kinda
"USED" or "STOLE" the words you use.
really hurr? okay, fine.. im sorry.
but please, dont ACCUSE me no more?
im sick and tired..

get a life please... byee..

and andd i think you are becoming me now.
argh..
its getting rather annoying like how
we are switching lives.
well, forget it.
im not gonna talk to anyone of your friends
AND YOU,
just continue yeahh? i'll just communicate
with my best friends.. yeahh like true best friends

i might just be having my mood swings
i know not
but yeahh, im sorry if I OFFENDED YOU
sobyebye.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 7:57 AM

dont make me do something
i wouldnt wanna do...

the outcome wouldnt be pleasant

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:23 AM

a hectic week i must declare
happiness and sadness
both overwhelmed me
by the fact that its cos of
1) the getting back of papers
2) staffroom RA
3) post exam activities
4) supper(:

i can never forget supper
cos thats the time which i got to see
my oh so beloved boyfriend(:
ohhyeahh.andd SQUEAK said im a sadist
oh meann.. i mean! I LOVE EATING HIM!
thats that mean im a sadist?!? okay wait, maybe so
BUT STILL
who can resist stingray you tell me(:haha!

im just simply worried for makie now that she
mentioned to me in the afternoon
i really hope she does well
and just simply brace herself up
and pass through sec4!
hardwork definitely must be done
but im sure she will be able to do it
i'll be rooting for her. definitely.
mak, i wanna tell you to stop worrying
cos darling, its not gonna do miracles(:
just prayy and lets see if dreams do come true
sincerity touches one's hearT(:
im sure your worries would soon be over.
i'll be here if you need a shoulder
or a tower to lean on
not saying im tall
( actually yeahh somehow)
but ANYHUUS, hahaha!(:
thats not the point now, IS IT?!
okayy.. just cheer up okayy?!
I LOVE YOU<3

siighh..
im just so beat for all these...
i really wanna win this yr's drill competition
ctg 3 can do it(:
you guys all WATCH IT(: hurhur.
WE'VE THE POWER WHOOSH(:
leti, dont give up on uss(:
with determination and perseverance, we'll win the race
there we goooo(:

<3

ps. RA was a blast(: teachers can do their thang!

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 12:17 AM

and then i look back at this year

a flash of unforgettable memories i recalled

class time were made interesting

through the help of

1) emma

2) doreeen

3) joanne lim

4) khoonnie liang

5) eileen kwok

6) rachel lin

7)SQUEAK

8) cassie

9) juuu

10) NANJIE!

11) sharon

12) ZHENNIE MANGO

13) eunice lau

14) kelly kow

15) kerry

all these people had left me

happiness andd joyful moments

sometimes, i tried to forget

somethings just slip my mind

but yet, they do come back

everytime i think about this,

and seeing who would probably leave me

my eyes jusst seem to be filled with tears

i cried uncontrollably when i reached home

i know this is a sign of weakness in me

but i couldnt take that emotion... really.i cant.

i wish to draw back those moments

where studies were nothing and meaningless

but i know that this is simply impossible.

alll i have now with them,

are just photos of our funfilled moments

oh i'll treasure them

yah i willl, hold them so closee to my heart

indeed precious it is, i love you guys...

the photos are a little screwed

but never mind about it.

i love you. thats all you need to know

you'll forever be my wonderwall

and forever you'll be all i can ever have.

I LOVE YOU..

stephiepoo, you work hard too(:

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 5:36 PM

and im in the comp lab with kelly this time
she is spamming me with testis
super kwellllieess! ahhaha
omgomg.
kelly and i were talking about BENGS and LIANS
so i tried speaking like one

failed miserable needless to say(:

anyhuus,
im gonna get back english
this sub determines whether i stay or not.
it sucks i know
but yeahh!(: i really really feel super scared.

i dont wanna fail english
sayy byee to me if i do):

your the world to me
you mean so much more
than i could ever think of
without you
my life is empty just cos
your the air i breathe
nothing would be the same
without you humble soul.

oh dang..
i spelt irresistable as irrisistable.
suee me someone): boo.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 2:30 AM

Favourite colour:
black, white and greeen<3>
Favourite food:
XIAOLONGBAO
WAFFLES
CANDIES(:
Favourite movie:
alot.
Favourite sport:
swimming(:
Favourite day of the week:
friday(: the next day is simply weekend
Favourite ice-cream:
chocolatee(:
Favourite TV shows:
SPONGEBOBBIE(:
Current mood:
SIANSATION):
Current taste:
erm.
Current clothes:
sch uniform(:
Current toenail colour:
light pink
Current time:
5.10PM
Current annoyance:
everyone who irritates me):
Current thoughts:
is love everything?
First best friend:
LUMYINGHUI<3>First crush:
heh(: you'll know.
First movie:
LET US RECALL!
First lie:
crappie
First music:
I MEAN SERIOUSLY, GET A LIFE?!?
Last cigarette:
LIKE, ONE MINUTE AGO?! HAHA(:
Last drink:
cokee! the best energy drink
Last car ride:
dadd drove me to sch in the morning(:
Last crush:
chunleong
Last phone call:
jiayuu
Last CD played:
ITUNES(:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends:
YOU THINK?!?
Have you ever broken the law:
thinking...
Have you ever been arrested:
yeahh been to jail):awww
Have you ever skinny dipped:
whuts that?
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know:
have you?
Have you ever loved and lost somebody:
sighh.. im sure):
single, taken or crushing?
Single.
are you happy with your life now?
pretty much satisfied(:
when you meet the right person,
do you fall in love with him/her fast?
lets just wait till i have.
have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.
would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
N-O!
have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
sure i do! talk about it all the time.
do you want children?
YEAH YEAH(:
Would you ever consider adoption?
nah
if someone likes you right now,
what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
dont ask me.
do you enjoy getting into relationship?
nope
what is the furtherest thing you and your ex did?
this and that is the furthest(:
do you believe in love at first sight?
maybe..
do you believe you can change someone?
yes
do you give in easily when you are fighting?
HA! i dont fight(: violence is a sign of PREGNANCY.
do you have feelings for someone right now?
heh.
have you ever wished that you could have someone
but you messed it up?
well...
have you ever broken a heart?
LETS PLAY THE GUESSING GAME!
if one day your best friend falls in love
with the person you are deeply in love with,
what will you do?
its really up to that guy...
are you missing someone now?
yeah. duckie.
Now, you have to ask 5 of your friends
to do this survey in their blogs.
write down their names in the list below.
1) stephieepooo
2) the dicks
3)shuen
4)sharon
5)andre

NOW ITS BEDTIME(:

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 6:45 PM

im in the compp labb noww.
together withh eunice laulauu.. hah!
okay so i got back 2 papers.
the next 2 are coming up soon..
im afraid i would fail chinese
likee really, im super afraid

it seems to be like
my heart could just jump out
due to the horror of the exams
well, the worst illness there could ever be is the
examsarecool illness.
only lennie poo and diz could get that
i mean, what can i say?
ri nerds. O.O

haha.
so anyhuus,
went pastamania yesterday.
it was good.. ate a shyte lot(: starbucks and famous amos
heh heh.
oh wells. I DONT GIVE A DAMN. i love food.
they are my favourite<3

the haze seems to be getting worse each day
i wish this could stop
cos its affecting my breathing
and my health
screw haze.
but come to think of it,,
its rather pretty in a wayy
misty and surrealistic!

im hungry.. 6 more mins to recess.
i just want to go for like water and fruits diet
just like eunice.
but i know im incapable of doing so.
so screw that thought. haha(:
I WANT SHOPPING! heh heh.
soon i guess.
after the horror, i will spend all those cash on
1) shoes
2) tops
3) bottoms, jeans((:
4) belts
i think i have a fetish for belts.
its so coolioooo! heee.

ohh and did i tell you
balloons are awesome(:
2 more days to the early bird release ehhh?
perk up hippoonincompoookohkohkranchyywanchii(:
you can do it(:

my left hand is still sore!):

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 4:39 AM

omgomgomg.

dixon just showed this stuff

->>-<\- says:
ur stuck in a cage..
->>-<\- says:
u have nothing but a knife a torch and an orange
->>-<\- says:
how do u escape?
terminal siansation(: says:
why woul di bother
terminal siansation(: says:
I HAVE AN ORANGE TO EAT
->>-<\- says:
lol riddle la..
->>-<\- says:
terminal siansation(: says:
A TORCH FOR LIGHT
terminal siansation(: says:
and A KNIFE TO KILL YOU
terminal siansation(: says:
WOW
->>-<\- says:
hahahah hey serious!!
terminal siansation(: says:
hmmm
->>-<\- says:
??
terminal siansation(: says:
i dont know
terminal siansation(: says:
(:
terminal siansation(: says:
whats the ans
->>-<\- says:
lol sure sure
->>-<\- says:
first
->>-<\- says:
u on the torch for u to see.
->>-<\- says:
ok?
terminal siansation(: says:
yeah
terminal siansation(: says:
okayy
->>-<\- says:
yeah then u take the knife and cut the orange
->>-<\- says:
then...u have 2 halves. 2 halves make a "hole"...
->>-<\- says:
CRAWL THROUGH
->>-<\- says:
woots

AND THEN THERES THIS...

->>-<\- says:
lol ur in a desert. there is no way to escape by foot. how do u leave the desert and survive?
terminal siansation(: says:
hmmm FLY(:
->>-<\- says:
nah cant
terminal siansation(: says:
SIGH
terminal siansation(: says:
i give up
->>-<\- says:
hahahah
->>-<\- says:
u shout as lous as u can and keep shouting until ur voice becomes

"horse" then ride the horse out
->>-<\- says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
terminal siansation(: says:
omgomgomg
terminal siansation(: says:
you are bloody lame
terminal siansation(: says:
SHOOT ME
->>-<\- says:
hahahahaah
->>-<\- says:
got one more..
->>-<\- says:
answer..
terminal siansation(: says:
(: okay whutt!
->>-<\- says:
hahaha
->>-<\- says:
u use ur finger and write will in the sand...cos when there's a will

..........................there's a WAY!!!!!!
terminal siansation(: says:
hahahahaha

theres still more.

but yeahh i think i have had enough of laughing fits

haha(: its super funny.

thanks dizzooonnnn for making me laugh(:

every kiss you gave
just seem to melt my heart in every way.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:53 AM

& the stars hid beneath those terrible haze
but yet struggling they are
to light the path of truth
they guide me to see those cries of misery
thankful i am
just to know those deeds

you told them these words
"stars hide your fires, that i might hide my
black and deep desires"
how cruel you are.
i fear that true you.
then you made me turn away
and forget those words
and know the sweet side of you
oh baby sweetest lust is but wonders.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:56 PM

okayokay.. here are the pictures.

there are more.

but it just takes up too much time.

so there(:

ask me for more<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 11:47 PM

i'm a good girl...wait. define 'good' [L.S.M.] says:
A
C
I
D

you aint' got no alkali
YOU"RE ACID!
(yeah yeah)
CORROSIVE!yeahyeah(:
i'm a good girl...wait. define 'good' [L.S.M.] says:
haha

OH SQUEAK!(:

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 11:31 PM

im really on the verge of giving up.
i seem to be losing you
losing you just so simply...
its like i cant understand you

i tried to reach out to you
in hope you would have some response
but instead, you throw those nasty tantrums
maybe its just the exams
maybe its cos' your sleepy

but i must those are but excuses
i should stop myself from coming up with them
cos its not gonna benefit you nor me.
maybe this is the end
maybe this is the start

i really dont know.
but what i can ever say is...
i dont wanna think further and hurt myself
even so, to cry and have sleepless nights
this, i rather die simply for this way,
i have no problems.

all i need to say now is simply
i need you just like before
but you are gone.. this simply.):

quote of the day from jo:
Guys r like stars,
there are millions out there,
but only one can make your dreams come true..

its true... it really is!

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:33 AM

noble jo hit me again.
" dont step further in when things are too complicated
for the more no. of people involved,
the greater the mess,
SO STAY OUT OF IT ALREADY!"

yes jo(: i will.
heh heh.

SENTOSA WAS BURNING COOL!
theres something wrong!
i cant post pictures. hit me):

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 11:26 PM

OMGOMGOMG
im so frigging pissed off.
i tried loading pictures
but some error came and wasted my shyte TIME.
FAGG!!):
eat that nutt i swear.

okay anyhuuus
just got home from em's house
its really awesome.
slept over and just chit chatted(:
hurhur.
had a cool cuppcake for breakfast.
but i woke up so darn early):
HOW ANNOYING.
but it was good

okay shyte.
i better go wash up.
and get like READY FOR PIANOO.
the dread.
the horror.
most of all, THE RESULTS ARE OUT PRETTY SOON.

im afraid to see you
just cos you are the deepest fear in me now
you show the results of all ive done.
but then again
did i prove my very worth to you
the doubt stays and forever will be.

i feel the jitters.
zhen feels it too):

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 12:50 AM

am i still dreaming?

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 3:14 AM

DIXON AHHH!!(:
YOU AND YOUR CRAPPYPOOO.
STOP BEING OH SO SAD OKAY?
i'll give you a :

RED
GREEN
YELLOW
ORANGE
BLUE
PURPLE

and then its the
COLOURS OF LIFE.
which when you total them all up...
they give you a
A B c d e f g h I j k l m N O p q R s t u v W x y z
get the caps together
jumble them up.
and you'll get the answer
go figure brilliant

the oh so wonderful&colourful one i made for dizz.
i guess its the post exams boredom
hehh(:

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 12:27 AM

EXAMS ARE OVER
yeahh babyy...
im just oh so glad that im literally jumping
well inside me i guess

stars that shine, stars that are blind
they tell me how your heart really feels
truly, are they speaking only the truth?
and then theres the moon
that just seems to shine so bright
in every way that we move
it seems to be guiding me through
but tell me, imperfect speaker
the truth of how your heart feels
so that i can wait no more..
quit guessing quit moaning.
im tired.. really wreary.
but i do fear, the day when i truly know you
and that would be the day when you leave me
baby, please dont do so.
cos you know my heart will cry for you
just because you mean so much to me

you've made the significance
you've made my day
so please, wont you stay?

i yearn for the very sight of you
every single day
i just persist on craving for your undying love
dreaming and hoping
that the gurl who you could confide in
be able to spend your time with...

would simply be...
simple angela teo yu hui.

I DREAD THE COMING OF TEST PAPERS
yeahh truly i do.):
please just let me spend my happy days
before you call the end of it??
thanks sweet soul
cos i need that.

<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 12:32 AM

& im just glad
its over between you and me.

& have you seen two gays,
openly do their THING?!
WELL I HAVE!(:

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:34 PM

the sweetest words

i can no longer be fooled around

cos those words were nothing;;

they were only meant for the ears

never the heart

stop playing with my heart

cos its not only for you

please do know that.

&& wheres your conscience damn little boy??

please tell me they didnt run away

with the gingerbreadman..

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:41 AM

TAGBOARD REPLIES.
i think im gonna flood my own board
if i reply through THAT WAY!
hurhur.

STEPH:
double tags hur.
anyhuss, i know you love me. LIKE WHO DOESNT?
hahaha.
its aiight steph.
dont go the lesbonic path just for me(:
i know im worth it. but DONT(:

ZHEN:
you sounded so much like a dog
remember ARF?!?
ASEAN REGIONAL FORUM(:
hurhur.
and and i only love stroking you ehh?!?
ahaha(: dont worry too much about geog yurh?
you tried your best darl. CHEERS.

SHUEN:
eh eh eh! im no spastic kayy):
poooyoulalabeeniee.

SONG:
you are damn bloody random can?! haha(:
take care.

CHRIS AND KAI:
hello hello there(:
kai, recieved my email?!?

MANDA:
hey heyy darling.
yeahh we really should go out after exams<3
FRIDAY IS IT STILL ON?!?
sentosa babehh.

AK:
i read already. grins.
GO READ YOURS NOW.
its email spamming time(:

RUTHEE:
haha you just scare everyone ruthiee(:
its okayy you will always be forever my
ruthiepoopielatte(: yummy poop.
hahaha<3 I MISS YOU.

steph:
you are RANDOM.

lennie:
I KNOW RIGHT.
its late and im still rushing on my lit stuff.
arghh screw it. hurhur.
HOWS YOU AND YOUR GEOG(:
mad cows are your teachers.
<3

especially cheena teachers hur! (:

THERE DONE.
back to lit. tata.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:17 AM

your star says:
Walking on rowdy currents
Efface the throes and torrents
Time trickled by
That love went dry

Someone I once had beside
To partake my joy
To weather my storm
To be that one

Love lost
As sweet as the dove
Like birds in the nesting
How sweet our love was…

How transient pain was
Immortal by your side
Only amidst your presence
Did I slumber peacefully

But now all has changed

your star says:

No more tremors you will face
Those runaways
Never will they haunt
But only warn

Our love
Was not meant to be
That luminous light has bore
The pain and sufferings seize

Faint memories of your smile
I’ll keep
As I leave
Will be you be the one to say goodbye?

NOW this is EMO LENNIE(:

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 11:31 PM

& im really missing you guys.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:26 AM

after taking that nasty paper
it seems like a load has been taken off my chest
but then again
i have a feeling i wont do well.

a fear inside of me is crying out
it speaks to me all the time
premonition it makes just seems so true.
i fear tomoro.
i fear the future.

actually
its only the papers.
hahaha!
but whutever, i really wanna pass chem
i studiedd so hard for thatt): ARGH

whatever lurh! that wedgie fumdeelilalaumppooo
i
FEEL
like
WATCHING
charlie
AND
the
CHOCOLATE
factory...

oh yeahh!
& lennie is such a evil poopoolalala.
who owes me tons of waffles<3
i want cold storage ones btw.(: heh.yeahh yeahh XIAOLONGBAO<3
hurhur. and prata
remember, diffusion and banglahhS(:

i cant wait for 27,28,29th nov!

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:20 AM

after taking that nasty paper
it seems like a load has been taken off my chest
but then again
i have a feeling i wont do well.

a fear inside of me is crying out
it speaks to me all the time
premonition it makes just seems so true.
i fear tomoro.
i fear the future.

actually
its only the papers.
hahaha!
but whutever, i really wanna pass chem
i studiedd so hard for thatt): ARGH

whatever lurh! that wedgie fumdeelilalaumppooo
i
FEEL
like
WATCHING
charlie
AND
the
CHOCOLATE
factory...

oh yeahh!
& lennie is such a evil poopoolalala.
who owes me tons of waffles<3
i want cold storage ones btw.(: heh.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 9:04 PM

as and of today
things would be different;;
traces of your presence would be gone.
but stained in my heart
it sure would be...

i would just stick with my books
and love it for eternity? maybe.
i will sure

HANDLE IT WITH CARE!

for now,
you are gone...
just like this. simple and easy.

OH AND DID I EVER TELL YOU
HOW SEXY BOOKS ARE?!?

baby you need to know this.
& dedicated to ping:
i dont know whats with him and you.
but i will take your words into consideration.
and make a wise decision of it.
i hope you respect it
and just support me forever?

just know that
i love you for being my STEPPINGPONG PAL.
and that you will be my angel from heaven.
haha..:) the guy version.
thanks a whole lot!
for texting those sweet warming msges.
hahaha:)
really just make me smile and......

im feelin' all fortunate already.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 1:42 AM

2 papers down!
social studies and english paper 1(:
how many more?
i dont know.
but i'll work even harder...
to just achieve the very best for you...

just you alone....*

thanks emma nd SqUEAK.
for just always cheering me on.
to calm me down and take the paper like i always had.
ohh you know you mean alot
every laughter you achieved;;
were the moments i want to remember forever..

khoonie and zhen:
the double duo..(: you just gotta love getting pregnant.
cos its inside joke between us three.
and HEY!
shitting helps me to relieve stress!

CANT BLAME ME OKAY):
poo you. HAHA!

joanne lim and eileen kwok:
your laughter are just so contagious
they keep my heart going
and encourages me to continue running the race
you never fail to catch me when i fall
and together,

we'll do the hulahula together(:
love love.

eunice and kelly:
another dynamic duo.
the chenai people who are constantly fascinating
over SJI guys): HAHAHA.
but nonetheless, thanks for perking me up today
EUNICE, YOU GOTTA JUST STOP.
STOP TEASING ME):

hahahaahahah! but thanks babe, for every thing.

kerry:
hey spastic (:
you'll always be my patient forever aiighT?!
hahaha..
and always do your ham dance(: grins.
inside joke.
poop, you just stop being a dummyy(:
heh!

OH I MISS THESE TIMES.

& 26th OCTOBER would be

OUR DATE<3

and promise me,
you'll study hard
until we meet again,
just remember;; im here for you.
only you alone.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 8:59 AM

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!

on a lighter note,
kisses are meant to be sweet<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU